dlm kenangan...~

di malam syahdu hatiku sayu merindu..
melayang fikiran akan kenangan lalu...
ingin ku dakap semuanya agar sentiasa dalam ingatanku...
namun, semakin ku ingati, semakin bertambah luka dihati kecil...
apakan daya, semuanya telah berlalu..
hanya yg ada hanyalah kenangan...
perit.., pedih..., pilu...,
membiarkan semuanya pergi dengan rela..
semoga kan ada sinar yg ku damba menemani hariku yg gelap...
kerna aku masih disini,
masih seperti dulu,
di jalan ini,
dan di ketika ini,
bersama diriku yg dlm keseorangan.....
mengapa kau pergi..
di saat aku mula mencintaimu..
berharap engkau jd kekasih hatiku...
malah kau pergi jauh dari hdupku....
mnyendiri lagi..
mnyendiri aku...
disaat kau pergi tinggalkan diriku...
tak pernah ada yg mnghiasi hariku
disaat aku terbangun dari tdurku...
aku...,
inginkan dirimu...
datang dan temuiku...
kan ku katakan padamu, 
aku sangat mencintai dirimu....
aku...,
inginkan dirimu...
datang dan temuiku...
kan ku katakan padamu, 
aku sangat mencintakanmu.......
semoga engkau kan mngerti....
tentang perasaan ini...
maaf ku telah terbuai akan indahnya cinta....
terbuai akan indahnya cintamu........

Berikan Aku cinta....

Walau aku senyum bukan beerti aku slalu bhagia dlm hari….
Ada yg  tak ada dihati ini…
Dijiwa ini…, hampa…….
Ku bertemu sang adam disimpang hdpku….
Mgkin akan ada cerita cnta…
Nmun ada sja cubaan hdp..,
seakan aku hina…
Ku ingin tahu semua apa yg ada di isi hatinya utkku…
Smakin aku mengenalnya, seakan aku xbisa lepas darinya..
Tuhan, ku pasrahkan diriku utk mnerima semua jalan hidupku…
Mengikut apa yg kau tunjukkan jln kpadaku…
Tuhan berikanlah aku cnta….
Utk temaniku dlm sepi
Tgkap aku dlm terangmu…
Biarkanlah aku pnya cnta…
Berikan restu dan halalmu…….
Utk sedikit waktu yg kau beri utkku,
Tak ada satu sesalpun utk smua jln hdpku ini..
Walau kadang aku mngeluh dan berharap akan ada cinta yg ku nanti……
terima kasih, Tuhan.......

A spechless luv song...~


I don’t know why u said gudbye..
Juz let me know, u didn’t go forever myluv…
Plz tell me why, u make me cry….
I beg u plz on my knees if that’s  what u want me to…..

Never knew that it would go so far
When u left me on that boulevard…
Come again u would release my pain…
And we could belovers again….

Juz one more chance, another dance..
And let me feel it isn’t real that I’ve been losing  u…
This sun will rise, within ur eyes…
Come back to me and we will be happy together…

Maybe today I’ll make u stay..
A little while juz for a smile in luv together…
For I will show a place I know…
where we could be happy forever….

sick of luv


I’m walking through streets that are dead..
Walking, walking with you in my head..
My feet are so tired, my brain is so wired..
And the clouds are weeping…
Did I hear someone tell a lie..?
Did I hear someone’s distant cry..?
I spoke like a child,you destroyed me with a smile..,
While I was sleeping…
I’m sick of love but I’m in the thick of it..,
This kind of love I’m so sick of it….
I see, I see lovers in the meadow…
I see, I see silhouettes in the window…..
I watch them ’til they’re gone and they leave me hanging on
To a shadow….
I’m sick of love..I hear the clock tick..
This kind of love.. I’m love sick…
Sometimes the silence can be like the thunder…
Sometimes I feel like I’m being plowed under…
Could you ever be true…? I think of you
And I wonder….
I’m sick of love.. I wish I’d never met you…
I’m sick of love… I’m trying to forget you…
Just don’t know what to do…
I’d give anything to be with you………….

Im In Luv.... :)


My heart says that you are the only one..,
Because you are second n nope to none...
So let’s come together and learn..,
The universal language of love and fun....

You are the most beautiful person in this world..,
This makes everything around look so dull...
Whenever I am lost in the dark night..,
You only make me see a ray of light....

Even though I am lazy...,
Your thought makes me crazy....
In my dreams, you only come...
Because without you nothing can be done.....

wish..~

If I could have just one wish...,

I would wish to wake up everyday
n hear the sound of your breath on my neck..,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek...,
the touch of your fingers on my skin..,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you....

L.O.V.E



If u Are TrULy Luv..,
sumThiNg u ShouLd sEt it Free anD if it Doesn'T cOme Bck
tHen....,
They weRe NeVer YoUrs...

WheN u Are soRrOwful Look aGain in uR HearT..,
anD u sHaLL see That In TrUth...,
u Are weePiNg fOr tHat whiCh HaS bEen ur DeLigHt....

TiMe To MoVe On.... addReSseD to MySeLf...

flying HigH mySeLf......
Courage To Move On!! 
by Mindy Carpenter.. 
They had been together for many a year..,
Now all she can feel is fear...
She gave all that she could give,
It just wasn't the way he wanted to live...

He left without a backward glance,
Not even giving their love a chance...
She often wonders what she could have done,
To keep him from going on the run...

Now she is living all alone,
With nothing she can call her own...
She can barely make herself eat..,
Wondering if her life will again be complete....

This woman is now moving along,
Building her courage, and becoming strong...
Time will heal her broken pride...,
Toward the sunrise her heart will glide....

half of my soul has gone..........taking bck my luv...!!


i started a joke which is i've been stop from the whole world of crying...

but i didn't seen thats the joke was on me....
then i started to cry back....:((
if i'd only seen the joke was on me, 


i'll try to laughing bck with the whole world with i've been luved around..... 
till finally,when at last i get what i want with the most whole living.....



                                         

LiFe....~




Life is too short to wake up with regrets...

So love the people who treat u right and forget about the ones who don't...
Believe that everything happens for a reason...
If get a second chance, grab it with both hands...
If it changes ur life, let it n go further..... :)

Luv u...!!

looking 4sumone who can treat me right.. :)
As long as u luv me..,
I’ll stay by ur side..
I’ll be ur companion…
Stand as ur fren and ur guide….

As long as u luv me…,
As long as u care…
I’ll do anything for u..
I’ll go anywhere….

I’ll bring u the sunshine..,
I’ll comfort ur tears..
I’ll gather up rainbows..
To chase all ur tears..

As long as forever..,
My luv will be true..
For as long as u luv me..,
I’ll only luv u….

~Nouri jamin~
Terimalah sayang  cntaku seadanya

Bkn pura2 cinta kpdamu..
setulus prasaan yg dtg dr dlm jiwa..
Hnya ekau sja merajai hati, 
mengisi kekesongan kekeringan jiwaku yg tandus skian lma..


Pergilah saat duka lara lupakan msa derita...
Hdirmu merubah sgala dunia bgai kan syurga
Luka dihatiku egkau lah pngubatnya..
Cntamu yg syahdu satu dlm bjuta...


Terimalah syg cntaku seadanya....
Jgn dikesalkn aku pnh tluka..
hnya pd tuhan Ku serahkn segalnya...
Tiap prancngan suka duka manusia
Ditentukannya
Moga dikekalkan bhagia slamanya
Semntra di dunia yg fana egkaulah cntaku satu2nya………..


~dedicate 4sumone which is fully a lot of glow in my heart....
luv u so much, b......

Never Have I Fallen



Your lips speak soft sweetness...


Your touch a cool caress...
I am lost in your magic...
My heart beats within your chest...

I think of you each morning...
And dream of you each night....
I think of your arms being around me...
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen....
But I am quickly on my way...
You hold a heart in your hands...
That has never before been given away....



...xoxo...

U want & u get, that’s luck..
U want & u wait, that’s time...
U want but u compromise, that’s life...
And U want & u wait & u don’t compromise that’s LOVE.....

FeeLin....~


Alone...by once had a name, And beauty once had a face..

Life once had a meaning,
And once I was safe..
Once there was freedom,
And once I could laugh..
Happiness once was alive,
And once I had another half...
Once I shared his love,
Once I was by his side,
Once I felt I fitted,
So quickly that died...
His grace so great,
His smart so vast,
All I ever wanted,
Was for it to last.....
Fate maybe had another plan,
Or maybe he had another love,
But it all fell apart,
The hand too big for the glove...
Now it's all died away,
Happiness, joy, love n all memories...
Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,
With no light to guide my way......